♥ Fight the bad feeling♥

I don't know why am i so lazy to blog.. probably there isn't anything interesting during the holidays.. school's gonna start again and......* jeng jeng jeng* SPM!!!!
gonna die next year. can't play play around ady.. can't believe i will be in form 5 next year. i mean tomorrow. what the heck. all i can remember is that i am still in form 1 and with the blink of an eye, i am already in form 5. OMG!! wondering what on earth did i do in form 4... it feels like i done nothing at all.. =.=""

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i am currently addicted to Boys Over Flowers.
i am currently in love with the F4 boys.
Gu jun Pyo a.k.a lee min ho=D



Kim Bum a.k.a. So Yi Jung =D


Kim Hyun Joong a.k.a Yoon Ji Hoo=D

Koo Hye Sun a.k.a. Geun Jan Di=D



Boys Over Flowers a.k.a Hua Yang Nan Zi <3


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I went to tuition last monday and i got the biggest shock of my life. i saw someone that i shouldnt see let alone talk to with.. dun wanna tell what happened. but he knows something about me that he shouldnt know at all.. i am so dead.. whenever he looked at me, i could feel this strange vibe coming from him. OF ALL THE PLACES YOU COULD WORK, WHY CHOSE TO WORK IN PERFECTION?? grrrrrrr=@

i really hope i would never see any of that "someone"'s frens again...... haih..... maybe this would turn out to be a ............................................ "good"(opposite) year.......












currently listening to: Romantic- SHINee

flavour of life

hungry.... hungry......

just got back from tuition. met a new fren whose name is ying. currently she likes someone but i won't tell who..... LOL!! it was quite heart breaking when she told the story. it seemed like the guy rejected her and ya-da ya-da ya-da... hahahah cut long story short. how could someone as cute as her can be rejected one???

PS: GUYS HAVE NO TASTE IN GIRLS. THEY CHOSE ALL THOSE BITCHY GIRLS AND NOT GOOD GIRLS LIKE YING!! WASTED LA,*INSERT GUY'S NAME

i won't tell who's the guy coz Ying made me swear not to tell anyone. hahahah. we just met and we are so close. bwahahahahahah.. must be fate. *showing the strange look*

watched a movie in tuition. it was about ramayana. a boring movie. i almost fell asleep. but Ying was talking to me about the guy she likes and i was actually damn thankful to her for talking to me though we were whispering behind the classroom. if not i sure snore like some pig in class and i will kena "potong" from my teacher la seriously. but luckily the teacher din hear what we were talking coz the volume was to the maximum.

Ying, don't be sad! i know you won't be reading my blog but one day you will. so, be tough and move on. forget the guy's wrongdoings and show him that you have more in you ok!!

i will be here to support you! you can tell me your problems next time when we meet! i feel so sad coz you have to leave just now and not attend accounts class. if not, we could talk for a bit longer. haih.. i didn't know you live damn near. but where the heck is tulip??!

currently listening to: face drop- sean kingston

Missing in action

hey!
today, woke up around 6.10 am to get ready for school. CLASS PARTY,BABY!!was a lil late for school by 10 mins. and there were no prefects at the gate. was so damn shocked. how good it would it would be if they did this the whole year. muahahahhahahah. wore pjk attire while everyone was wearing school pinafore. they were looking at me one kind only. and the "they" i meant was the form 5s. pathetic bitches, dun be jealous la! next yr we will suffering more than you la.

went to class to put our bags. went down to the canteen to arrange the food. waited for the teachers to come. lots o food. spaghetti, nasi lemak, mee hoon, and lotsa lotsa foods. i love fooooooooooooooooooooooooooood.:D

after we ate, we washed up and went back to class to play games.tasha and i became the camera ladies. halfway throughout the games, sakthis asked us to take a paper from the box. i took out a paper and sakthis read it out loud for the whole class to hear! it was supposed to be a dare. my dare was " Act like some goofy couple going on a date!" -my favourite dare! =D

by the end of the day, everyone enjoy themselves. had lucky draw. took present home. damn nice. a photo frame. =D


PS: i recorded the whole thing on dinie's phone.quite blurr.
=D

Face Drop

I still has exams on. tomorrow will be my last day of exam and school. i am ponteng-ing on friday. my mum let O.O. lol

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EXAMS SUCKS LA SERIOUSLY. THEY PUT IT TOO LATE. I AM ON HOLIDAY MOOD.

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last saturday went to jolene's bday party with my bro. it was fun.there were games and food to eat. Asked serene's mum about some carnival thingy on christmas eve. oneal, yap, jolene, jeanette, joel,jing yi and so on MUST COME. it's gonna be damn fun!!!

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have no mood to write. tmrw my last day of exam so gonna play until i drop in brem mall.. woot!! after that i can't come out anymore. i can come out la but seldom la.. haihh.. mum's law!!! LOL

currently listening to :Face Drop by Sean Kingston

fallen for somebody.

Exams started last tuesday and will end on the 19th of november which is on Thursday.
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For now, my heart feels empty.
I don't know why.
there are questions unanswered.
there are my emotional problems.
stress.
most important of all, my heart aches so much right now.

life's turning around

hey ya....

today woke up around 9.30 a.m. had breakfast and do some warm-ups. my back damn sore.. haihh.. but it's making me stand straighter now.. i think it's the spinal cord problem now coz i always hunch in front of the computer. =C. must go for medical checkup.. haihh. did some homework then went for piano class at 12.30. came home at 1.30 pm. had lunch and stoned in front of the tv.

had a nap in the afternoon.was too damn tired. haihh.. was thinking how to solve a problem... haihhh... i messed things up for both of them.... ish... *insert name here* you seriously la... you shouldnt have dared me to do that right?? and now "someone" is angry at both of us now... haihh.. what to do la now?? you tell me laa..

went ulu yam to have dinner.. the food there was superb and damn cheap.. saw this damn cute dog.. ahhahaha.. came home.. played with my pups and mayday. i have holiday until this tuesday. wheeeeeeeeeeeee xD.. can sleep late.. muahahahhahaa..

currently listening to My Happy Ending- Avril Lavigne

da-baa-dee-da-bee-dum =D

i know i damn suck with titles.. so just a random one.. =D internet was being gay so i am updating about what's happened a few days ago now..

Saturday,10/10/2009

went to tuition. talked with my friends about random stuffs. laughed about it. all my worries gone. Jolene din come to teman me. haihh.. her pmr finished yesterday. lucky wheyy.. can enjoy full freedom. =C.........

i saw him in tuition.. he damn hot wheyyyy... jolene, you should come and teman me to play our " spying on hot guy" game.. xD xD. after tuition mum fetched me and decided to go selayang capitol to fix her brow. i stoned there reading magazine. then my mum called me to go in and see how they did it. the expert saw my faceadn examined it closely and told me i got lots of blackheads and that i should do something about it.They showed me this product(which i am using now) and explained how good is it.. they told my mum that i should do facial and i agreed to it.. my face was so red and damn pain after the treatment.

Sunday,11/10/2009

stoned at home doing homework.

monday,12/10/2009| tuesday, 13/10/2009

stoned in school. played games with my frens

wednesday,14/10/2009

played a-e-i-o-u, stop! with my frens. the game is about one person be the clown and the rest become the "patung". you can blink your eye but cant move. the clown have to make the "patung" laugh" and if the "patung" showed their teeth means she's outta the game.. i was the first one to be out.. damn kesian wheyy.. hahah

snake lover

hey y'all!!
Today, I went Zoo Negara.
Reached school at 6.52a.m. Teacher have to take our attendance. I was playing with my friend's phone and was dancing non-stop. hahaha.. the music was techno music so it's some sort of clubbing music.. my body just moved to the groove.. wheeeee. xD

We took rapid KL from titiwangsa and the bus number is U23 to zoo negara. the journey was bouncy.. and my head feels like its spinning now.. hahaha.. Reached zoo at 8.30 a.m.
We went in through the back gate where all the volunteers are supposed to go in. Some tenants gave us briefings on what to do. after that, we followed our supervisor to our respective station.
My supervisor's name is Kris.He made all us(five of us, the rest went to their respective station) scared. it seems some university students once pissed him off and he sent them all back to their school. =C

anyway, back to the story, he gave us work. He showed us how to cut the fishes. the fishes were for the sea lions.. oh oh.. the sea lions were so damn freaking cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..... hahha.. Halfway through the process of cutting the fishes in halves, a weasel came in and it licked my ankle. awwww... so cute whey... hahaha.. there were three of us cutting the fishes: Kavita, Me, Bavahni. Kavita got freaked out and she thought it was a ghost coz it was black.
Joshitaa and Parvinder went and swept the floor but it was raining so Kris told them to clean the dishes. hahahah... We finished cutting the fish at 9.50 a.m. and our recess is at 10. it is only 20-min break. so,as it was raining, we took the umbrella(Kris lent it to us)

We ate chicken burger and drank milo,specially bought from some stall.. it was delicious. yum. hahahah. Kavita and I walked around. We saw monkeys, hyena, eagles, raccoon, seal, sea lion and baboons. hahahah.. our break ended and we have to find our back to our station. we arrived just in time. A man was preparing the food for the herbivores animals in the cage. Kavita and I went to see. The other three damn lazy-bum. hahahhaha..

then, our supervisor asked us to cut up fruits. He taugght us to cut it. and we were like," huh???" hahahhaha. at 11 a.m., kris asked us to go to the show area to watch the sea lions performed so we went. Kavita and i were talking non-stop.hahahaah.. we saw the fishes(live ones, of course) i nthe aquarium. it was so huge..... then we went back to our station,and we asked one supervisor whether can we see the sea lions. He said can but we have to step into this antibiotic water in front of the entrance b4 we go in. it was cold.. hahah.. Kris was attending to the parrots with some other guys

then we walked around the zoo.. saw flamingoes, hippotamus, ziraffe, elephants, forest pigs, deers, lions, tigers, leopards, and many more. I took pictures with a gigantic snake and a pony. i love snakes now!!!! muahahhahahha...
walked around... had ice-cream.. then we have to go to the entrance coz our teacher called Kavita that we are about to leave...xD xD xD

bought ice-cream again at the entrance.. i know la i damn ice-cream addict la.. hahah
bought waffle.. then we went to the main entrance to take the bus to go back to titiwangsa.. fro mtitiwangsa, we went back to school.. hahah..

overall, the trip was nice! our supervisors was okay!
we din pisssed anyone off!! xD xD

my blog's all codes.. so i am making a new one

ok this post was s'pposed for monday but the Net was gay.

hey ya!

Yesterday,

i went Brem Mall with Jolene. my brother was driving us to brem mall. we picked jolene up in front of public bank. reached BM at 11.30am. My friend, asyirah, is having an open house. Varsyni fetched us inside.

guests who arrived:

irene

jolene

suziana

varsyni

asyirah(the host)

mona????

before we went to asyirah's house, jolene and i tried on dresses. She loook hot in that red dress!! man, you should have bought it, jolene. hahahah i tried on a couple of dresses but i really want to try the white wedding gown.. wonder how it will look on me.... haihh... so young and i think of all this kinds of stuffs.. *shake shake*

later on varsyni called to say she will arrived in a few mins. so we changed back to our clothes and went down. the guy and the woman in the shop (i think they owned the shop) was damn nice weii.. at first i thought they won't allow us to try on clothes. i am definitely going back to that shop.. the shop name is Hot Tips Boutique and is located on the first floor right after you ascend a flight of stairs... wheeee.... the guy was hot!!! looked more like jeff though. and he know my name!!!O.O i was looking at jolene then back at him then back at jolene.. i think the guy saw my expression and asked me," you must be thinking how i know your name!" i looked at him and i nodded. he said," your friend just mentioned your name!" and i was like," ohhh............... okay....."

we laughed it off.

then off we go asyirah's house. We were eating Kuih raya when suzi arrived.. She was wearing baju kebaya.. look nice on her though i couldnt recognise who's her at first glance. hahahahah

we ate at A's house. the food was delicious. everything was perfect! received duit raya from her sister and mum. then we went BM to watch a movie. the moive is called "The Ugly truth"i rate it 9 /10. xD

when the movie ends, my parents called to say they were here in brem mall.. and then i was like," arent they s'pposed to be at home coz my other siblings are coming back for holiday?" hahaha

they said that my siblings havent arrived yet so they came out to walk walk. hahah.. we fetched Jolene to our home.halfway to my house, my mum asked Jolene whether is she scared that my mum will see her coz Bukit Beruntung is like so far away.. Jolene said," everything has its first time." hahahhahaha.. you got the quote from the guy in the shop didn't you, jo? you know when i heard it from the guy, i was thinking of the night's before conversation between jeff and i thoughh... IT SOUNDS SO WROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG coming from the guy in the shop. hahahhahaha

At 5pm, my brothers and sister finally arrived!! woot!! you can imagine the atmosphere of being around with them.. hahah.. i love it!! i introduced jolene to everyone but except for my first bro and my aunty. they couldnt come due to some problems. =C. jolene and i were playing with the pups when dad called us to wash hands coz we are going out to eat. we did so and i was the only one who has to lock the door and gate.. kesian betul saya ni......................................

after we had our dinner with my fav: prawns, as the last meal. we sent jolene home. her house was big!! then we went home. i palyed with connie and zhi fung my nephwn and niece and i said hello to shannon. cute girl! connie became a talkative brat. hahaha.. she's so cute.

hahaahahah

hope i can see them this coming holiday. we are going Tioman i think.. i am bringing JY and jolene and vincent if i am allowed to..............................................

hahahahha

ok goota go

currently listening to Hot-Avril Lavigne